ok now I'm really upset.

ok now I'm really upset. I drove a goddamn hour to this place to meet this jerk, and I'm freezing, and he's not even here and his phone isn't on, and it's not even about me, blow me off you MF though why allow me to come all the way down here instead of just blowing me off over the phone like a normal person, but my BOOK which is what I came here to get, is not even here, the dude working tonight knows nothing about it, and it's cold, and I'm sitting here like an idiot, and this place is weird and ok, I'm really upset right now.