Scarlet on the Couch

Thursday, May 27, 2010

havent posted in a while. feel quite awful. end.

Posted by Scarlet-O at 6:12 PM

Labels: depression, loneliness

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Scarlet-O: I have a lot of secrets: Secret #1: I have a prestigious job a gentleman's club. Secret #2: I'm terribly, terribly lonely. Secret #3: I terribly, hopelessly in love with my therapist. There are plenty more, my own and other people's, and I'm very good at keeping them. But this is a good start.

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