Tuesday, August 17, 2010
sexual musings.
I think... that dancing at the club, is a sort of outlet for sexual energy that lowers my need for a satisfying real romantic sexual relationship... or a boyfriend... and having a boyfriend and being in love in a satisfying real romantic sexual relationship makes me really uninclined to want dance at the club, and release that energy somewhere else.... i've never danced for long when I was in a real relationship... not just cuz the guy didn't want me to. i didnt want to.
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I have talked to several dancers about this, most don't seem to feel this way from the ones I've spoken with. One in particular that felt like you seemed to take her dancing more seriously not her hustling. Most of the girls took the hustle as the serious part of the job, and the dancing as a minor irritation.
ReplyDeleteyeah... well the hustle IS the job... and i hate it. i hate it. i hate it so damn much. but you have to do it; i love the dancing part of it but there are only some nights where its crowded enough to make all your money on the stage... i dunno it just drains me it makes me sick of meeting and talking to men.
ReplyDeleteI think if you love the dancing but you hate the hustle and the hustle IS the job...isn't there anywhere else you can go? If it drains you and hurts your real life...hon, that job ain't worth it.
ReplyDeletePhoenix makes it sound so easy, logically that makes all the sense in the world. Still the money and the ease keeps most girls coming back.
ReplyDeleteIt can give you a bad opinion of men, which makes sense but is to bad but understandable. Not all men are the same.