blogging under blitzkrieg

I'm here at the club, 99 shades of overit.  My show was great-- it was totally dead, so I wasn't nervous, which is a good way to play an hour set for the first time... I chatted with the audience and didn't mess up, and played everything.. I'm so not feeling this place right now it's depressing and I know I'm not gonna make money with this gloom.  I can't believe what I wrote Julian... God what is with me sometimes??  it was downright explicit... UN.HINGED.  well itll settle things.  maybe.  somehow.  it never does.  but this might be the straw that breaks the camels back and makes him shake me up to reality.  mmmm.  shake.  ugh.  this place is really bumming me out right now.