SOLID.

Okay well Bathwater didn't post another Truth exercise so I'm off the hook.

I talk to P for like 4 hours a day. We're just laughing about how we're shut up in our rooms for months and people think we're flaky and out spending time with other people and neglecting them and get hurt and just don't understand, don't get it, the staying in and writing artist shit. "Friday night, in the crib..." he said. Yup.

I'm really just blown away by C and I sent P (too lazy to come up with names right now hahaha) just this electronic arrangement and me just laying down the piano and vocals for reference recording we just did, and he's freaking out over it, and I sent it to one other person and he FREAKED over it, and I'm freaking over it, and C's freaking over it, and finally in my life I'm just like, Okay, okay, okay this is good... this is really good... I don't know what's gonna come of it, but it's kind of really exciting...

And the show with P is gonna be fucking GOOD... and that's kind of REALLY exciting... and I'm realizing... I have NOT been doing nothing. Holed up in here? Yes. Losing touch with some friends? Unfortunately yes. Fantasizing about J and having no personal life besides? Yup. But I just... just realize... this is some... real shit... for lack of a better expression. And I did not waste a year. NOTHING was a waste. I'm talking about with P, he's a writer (and director and producer and business genius and yeah, workaholic, artist) and he tells me he does the same thing, and I NO LONGER feel bad about it, or like a waste, it's who I am, I'm an artist, I create, and this is the process, for me.

And it might at the expense of a lot of other things. But. What are ya gonna do?

And we talked about also, real friendship. And it's people that get you. That get THAT. Aren't offended by it. Listen. Cut to the chase. And don't judge. Don't judge. Never, ever judge.

Solo Quiero Caminar Playlist

SOLO QUIERO CAMINAR

01 Solo Quiero Caminar - Paco de Lucia
02 Jolene - Dolly Parton
03 Dirtywhirl - TV on the Radio
04 California Dreaming - The Mamas and the Papas
05 Soft - Kings of Leon
06 Playhouses- TV on the Radio
07 Ulysses - Franz Ferdinand
08 Crazy - Gnarls Barkley
09 Honey White - Morphine
10 Hang Me Out to Dry - Cold War Kids
11 So Real - Jeff Buckley
12 Plasticities - Andrew Bird
13 Dreams - Cranberries
14 Djoba Djoba - The Gipsy Kings


Oh yea. I'm proud of this one. Load it up.

Sean

We were gonna get married. We would've killed each other. But he always makes me feel better. I'll love him forever. This is how we talk:


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