I forgot about all these trips. I'm in no shape to be traveling... Though Austin is one of my favorite cities, by now I've been reducded to a comatose, teary, reservation canceling lump on my friend's bed. I just wanna go home. Tomorrow. Thank god. I thought I had one more day. That wouldv'e been impossible. I don't want to do ANYTHING, including read, talk, eat, move, drink, think, watch tv... Sleep is ok. I've been sleeping well. Everything seems impossible. Airport seems impossible. Flying. Staying here, more so.