Saturday, March 20, 2010

Vernal Equinox

Welcome, spring.

I'm not gonna write about him anymore. There's more to life and I live as though he's everything.

The rare times I've been going, I've been doing amazing things in yoga... But I always want to cry when it's over, and I always want to cry, and I want to cry now, but I'm gonna go to work and make a killing. Yeah that's what. What's gonna make me feel better right now... What...


  1. Congratulations. And I hope that you find everything you're looking for--in a man and a therapist, for that matter.

  2. I once said that I wasn't going to write about my version of Julian. I did a pretty good job--for a while. But then he began consuming my thoughts. Because I wasn't writing about him and getting it all out, my head became full of thoughts of him. What's worse is that because I was censoring myself and trying not to write about him--it became difficult to write about anything else. It was a terrible situation. I still struggle to write meaningful pieces...I hope you have better luck!!