shit
i haven't done anything for fun in like two years. i haven't felt any love in about that long. i feel old and disgusting like my body's falling apart. i have my first class tonight and i feel sick and nauseous and empty and irritable and tired and depressed and like it's pointless. i have a sort of audition thing tomorrow morning. more shit to do all this week, no money, no time, no interest, i just wish i were dead
I have felt like this more than once in similar fashion, the worst passes if you just don't given in to the despair and try to keep moving forward.
ReplyDelete:( Here's to hope for you and your life. Lots o love and hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteWe all go through this at times. Like Winston Churchill said - if you're going through hell, keep going.
ReplyDeleteOne foot in front of the other, Scarlet. You can do it.