Monday, August 30, 2010


i haven't done anything for fun in like two years. i haven't felt any love in about that long. i feel old and disgusting like my body's falling apart. i have my first class tonight and i feel sick and nauseous and empty and irritable and tired and depressed and like it's pointless. i have a sort of audition thing tomorrow morning. more shit to do all this week, no money, no time, no interest, i just wish i were dead


  1. I have felt like this more than once in similar fashion, the worst passes if you just don't given in to the despair and try to keep moving forward.

  2. :( Here's to hope for you and your life. Lots o love and hugs to you.

  3. We all go through this at times. Like Winston Churchill said - if you're going through hell, keep going.

    One foot in front of the other, Scarlet. You can do it.