i feel so sad and shitty right now and its mostly cuz i'm run down I know... but it's this Julian thing too.. it just has to stop.. i wasn't letting it. and it's time. it's just making me sad. i gave him everything, my heart and all my secrets, and it was like pouring my soul out into a leaky bucket.
i guess he taught me a lot of things.
i guess i've just grown up enough to see it all.
i guess that's good.
it hurts. growing pains i guess.
i have to look at this script for tomorrow
i have to wake up early and go and do it all day. and then. i can sleep.
Ohhhh, Lena just came by to get a stamp of approval on how she looks before her friend picks her up. I love it. She looks amazing of course. And she can just run across the hall. Makes me happy.