i feel so sad and shitty right now and its mostly cuz i'm run down I know... but it's this Julian thing too.. it just has to stop.. i wasn't letting it. and it's time. it's just making me sad. i gave him everything, my heart and all my secrets, and it was like pouring my soul out into a leaky bucket.
i guess he taught me a lot of things.
i guess i've just grown up enough to see it all.
i guess that's good.
it hurts. growing pains i guess.
i have to look at this script for tomorrow
i have to wake up early and go and do it all day. and then. i can sleep.
Ohhhh, Lena just came by to get a stamp of approval on how she looks before her friend picks her up. I love it. She looks amazing of course. And she can just run across the hall. Makes me happy.
I'm not sure what you need right now that will help. But I, for one, think you are an amazing, and strong, and resilient, and have a beautiful heart. And caring about other people is not a weakness.
ReplyDeleteBut putting your own well-being first is not a weakness either.
Stay safe.