Thursday, July 22, 2010
time to f'n split
my magical ex's kitty had ktrz.
that's one of 'em. looks like a real piglet. i wish i could see in person.
you know i'm thinking of moving back there.
you know i'm thinking it ain't working out here.
you know i'm thinking this has been one headtrip, timewarp, isolationtank, experiment... i've learned things and it's a dead end and there's naught but mirrored walls on every side, and i don't like my reflection in any of them. i can't make it out here.
thought myself the exception to the rule, accepting the fact that i ain't.
i can't afford this lifestyle. NO LOVE. NO LOVE. NO HELP. NO DIRECTION.
doggypaddling to keep afloat in a stagnant pool. not swimming to. not swimming from. tired already. cold. shivering. still, sick as a dog. and arguing with a sign that says "i'm a fucking idiot" all the livelong day. OUTTA HERE.
time to f'in split me-thinks. time to f'in split.