I am so, so, perfectly lonely.
I create all this stuff and want to share it and nobody wants to see it so I pursue these careers about sharing for strangers, because it's the only way I can express myself or connect, and, I am just so utterly alone.
I love my classes and it's a pretty day outside.
I'm really happy with my music and some plans I have.
I'm practically suicidal.
Well. I wrote J the other day, and he didn't write me back, and so then I wrote him to let him know when my insurance (always the good red herring) claims cleared.
And he didn't respond to that either.
And I'm wondering if my e-mails are going straight to the trash.