Wednesday, September 15, 2010

OMG, OMG, it hurts so bad I can hardly stand it...

It has for so long

I don't know what to do anymore

I'm so alone and nobody knows me and nobody knows what's going on or how I'm hurting I'm just a fucking body in a room, shut in a room for days, the phone doesn't ring anymore, God help me, I don't know what to do


  1. You need to get help and you need to get out of the house that only makes it worse. Others do know what you are going throw and they will listen. Reach out. Write some of those long emails to myself or Phoenix we will reply.

    Things will get better, just don't lock yourself away.

  2. Sorry you feel so alone. Your internet friends care about you lots. :( Did you decide not to move?

  3. Bath is right - I've been out of town but if you write to me at my personal email address (which I'll give you if you want it) I will reply.

    You are not alone, you are not alone. I know what it feels like to feel alone and crushed at the bottom of the ocean but it is not what's actually going on. You are never alone and you are not unloved.